You don't know how much you hurt me. You don't know how much I hate you.. and yet, I still care for you.. much more than I should. You could care less about me. To believe that I thought I loved you before.. and you loved me. That's bullcrap.
<edit> I did love you before... if I think deeply about it... I think I still do. But, because you seem to have forgotten about me in that aspect, I'm convincing myself that I don't love you. </endedit>